photoscwwwwaaaape

well, im an ancient girl, i don't know how to use photoscape until my classmate tell me. hahaha now, i can use it well and ive edit some photos with my hand and my ideas yahuuuuu! check this out ;)

he cheated on me

Now, I don't care anything about you
Everything are depend on you
I can't forbid or remember you
Because it useless
I think we must try to improve ourselves
You can learn about what is the true love
And I can learn how to make myself become mature
I know if I only an usual girl
I'm not more special than her ,and I'm not smarter than her
So I try to receive if you loves another girl
If you really loves me, You can't to do that
You can't hurt me like that
And now, I can't believing you like before

on January 18th 2012 :D part 1

that date is my bf 19th birthday ,well i've some surprise ideas for him ,but my friends can't help me because they still have last exam.
and i'll do my other idea ,my idea is when my bf come to my house, i've prepared cake and gift for him
but he comes earlier than usual :( and i unsuccesful to give him a birthday surprise because i don't prepared the birthday cake in front of my house ,but he tells me if he feels happy with my surprise :D
i wanna show photos from his birthday surprise :D

song of my life part 1

now , i'm a girl who lived for 19 years old, so i have a lot of experience about someone who call boy :)
well, i have emmm ex boyfriend of course, and the other one is someone who very closest with me but i dunno why we don't have relationship status of it.
first , i'll tell you about my "closest friend" and a lot of our memories that i still save it in my diary.
his name is emmmm ,well i change his name become A.
A is a highschool friend of my bestfriend, i met him at SAF 2008 that is an event that my highscool made.
A and I have a lot of story and we like to go to an art event, so we have go there and see creation of Jogjakarta's artist at TBY and JNM
And one day he want me to hear a beautiful song of plain white t's - 1 2 3 4
at the reff you can hear the lyric sings "there's only one way to say three words for youuu ILOVEYOU"
and i asked him why he want me to hear that , and he tells me if he loves me like that lyrics of song.
and I say thank you,i dunno how i will say, that is first time for me and i dunno what happen with me
after that ,he never say to me when we met and i think he doesn't serious with me. hahahaha

well, that's my first story and i have 2 stories again ,i'll tell you soon
goodnight
bye

distance by secondhand serenade

"I hate myself when I'm away from you
I swear I'm sorry
Please don't hate me too
And I don't know if my heart will make It through
I swear I'm sorry
Please don't hate me too"


Ayub's favourite songs and he wants me to hear this song uuuuuh it was so nice moment *love* *love*

love song-adele (the cure)

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

"However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you"

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you
Cause I love you




i love it much, and this song dedicated for my super duper boyfriewwwwndd Ayub Hanung Suprayogi

webcam toy part 2

well, in that application you will found some effects and the second effect that i like is rose effect,it makes your photos like red but it's great like you take your photo by expensive camera :D