photoscwwwwaaaape

well, im an ancient girl, i don't know how to use photoscape until my classmate tell me. hahaha now, i can use it well and ive edit some photos with my hand and my ideas yahuuuuu! check this out ;)

he cheated on me

Now, I don't care anything about you
Everything are depend on you
I can't forbid or remember you
Because it useless
I think we must try to improve ourselves
You can learn about what is the true love
And I can learn how to make myself become mature
I know if I only an usual girl
I'm not more special than her ,and I'm not smarter than her
So I try to receive if you loves another girl
If you really loves me, You can't to do that
You can't hurt me like that
And now, I can't believing you like before

on January 18th 2012 :D part 1

that date is my bf 19th birthday ,well i've some surprise ideas for him ,but my friends can't help me because they still have last exam.
and i'll do my other idea ,my idea is when my bf come to my house, i've prepared cake and gift for him
but he comes earlier than usual :( and i unsuccesful to give him a birthday surprise because i don't prepared the birthday cake in front of my house ,but he tells me if he feels happy with my surprise :D
i wanna show photos from his birthday surprise :D

song of my life part 1

now , i'm a girl who lived for 19 years old, so i have a lot of experience about someone who call boy :)
well, i have emmm ex boyfriend of course, and the other one is someone who very closest with me but i dunno why we don't have relationship status of it.
first , i'll tell you about my "closest friend" and a lot of our memories that i still save it in my diary.
his name is emmmm ,well i change his name become A.
A is a highschool friend of my bestfriend, i met him at SAF 2008 that is an event that my highscool made.
A and I have a lot of story and we like to go to an art event, so we have go there and see creation of Jogjakarta's artist at TBY and JNM
And one day he want me to hear a beautiful song of plain white t's - 1 2 3 4
at the reff you can hear the lyric sings "there's only one way to say three words for youuu ILOVEYOU"
and i asked him why he want me to hear that , and he tells me if he loves me like that lyrics of song.
and I say thank you,i dunno how i will say, that is first time for me and i dunno what happen with me
after that ,he never say to me when we met and i think he doesn't serious with me. hahahaha

well, that's my first story and i have 2 stories again ,i'll tell you soon
goodnight
bye

distance by secondhand serenade

"I hate myself when I'm away from you
I swear I'm sorry
Please don't hate me too
And I don't know if my heart will make It through
I swear I'm sorry
Please don't hate me too"


Ayub's favourite songs and he wants me to hear this song uuuuuh it was so nice moment *love* *love*

love song-adele (the cure)

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

"However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you"

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you
Cause I love you




i love it much, and this song dedicated for my super duper boyfriewwwwndd Ayub Hanung Suprayogi

webcam toy part 2

well, in that application you will found some effects and the second effect that i like is rose effect,it makes your photos like red but it's great like you take your photo by expensive camera :D

webcam toy part 1

a few days ago , i found new photo applications ,it's call webcam toy !!!

i like it much ,check it on my photo now, it makes my photo looks great :D

i use retro effects ,and this is it :D

new year eve

HAPPY NEW YEARRRR !

behind the scene LOL

(udah dandan disuruh hapus sama fais )

(hasil dihapus)

thanks to al ahya faisal,my best brother :)

maybe i'm jealous :(

i look social network and i see your wall to her

those make me sad , my tears fall down

when you say you don't have girlfriend to your ex girlfriend

my heart hurt

my tears fall

and i dunno know how hurt my heart

lets run away from these lies honey :'''')

empty

dot dot dot

blank blank blank

i can't start something

my mobile ,

empty

my mind ,

empty

my feel ,

empty

but ,

my love ,

FULL

because of you :))

searching heart of pop.....

lagi iseng cari heart of pop closehead ,gara gara pacar kemarin gitarin lagu itu jadi interest sama lagunya :D hahaha

liriknya nice :DD my boyfriend sings full of feelings :D

telah lama kunantikan
kedatangan mu kembali
berharap kau masih seperti yang dahulu
mencoba tuk mengulang kembali
ingatan yang kian terkikis
setelah sekian lama kita berpisah

tak pernah kulupakan
saat kita berdua bersama
bercerita dimalam penuh makna
sungguh banyak yang hilang sejak kepergian mu....

mencoba tuk mengulang keadaan
namun tetap berbeda kurasakan tanpa mu....
yang mampu membuat ku ceria saat ku ingin....(ku ingin)

dan kini kau pun kembali
tak pernah seperti yang kuharapkan
terlalu banyak rahasia yang kau simpan
di perjalanan yang telah kau lalui

masih banyak kah sisa-sisa dirimu
yang mampu membuatku kembaliku bahagia
ku yakin jalan masih panjang bagi kita
tuk buktikan segala keraguan

sangat berat kurasakan semua langkah yang kujalani
menjadi dilema tuk bersikap
dan tak pernah lepas dari semua bayangannya yang mengikuti
percayalah..percayalah...percayalah...

siapa yang punya mp3 nya ? :3

ODI AYKA :))

AYKA & ODI
AYKA
ODI
now , i have two dolls , one from my sister the other one from my boyfriend :))

soooooooo cute :**

try poladroid :)

pengen punya fuji instax tapi ga punya dana :( jadilah pake application poladroid :3 hahaha

where i can buy it ?

i want to buy harem jeans pants and moccasin shoes uuuh so cool :3

examination ! :O

coming soon :

  UJIAN AKHIR NASIONAL !! 

at the middle of march maybe march on 14 - 19th 2010 

oh godness ! pasraaaaaaaaaaaaaah , banyak berdoa dan berusaha to the max :B haha

time that i've with my boyfriend :)

one day on august 5th  i spent that night with ayub :) we walked from my house to vredeburg , than we had dinner at festival kuliner in there ,how beautiful night ! ik hou van je mijn minnaar :**

mijn favorieten

IK VIND DIT !!

i like ice cream very much :*